My Life:-- chapter 1 (me......)

Arrogant, Impulsive, Rash, fake, Unnecessary attitude ----  Bet this will be 'The' first impression of me u will get....(even i didn't know this until my frnds jotted down the very adjectives in my diary of their first impression of me, and dat too in my final U-Grad year..)....but eventually u will get to know me better i guess... p.s. "I AM NO SAINT".... actualy dats wht my frnds hav to say abt me.... U must be wondering why am  goin on writin 'frnds frnds n frnds'.... well fact is dat 'I hav lots of frnds.....' and u know ' har ek frnd zaroori hota hai (crap!!!! har do din mein kisi na kisi tarah ye msg aa hi jaata hai...) .... i just njoy mkin frnds...

I can be a jerk at times....(God knows how am i writin all these stuffs here!!!!)....But honestly i dont know how i manage this nerdy, miser scrooge Mcduck type countenance every time... shit i have to adjust my face contours i guess... well i know i have a bit of a potrudin belly( i stress on  healthy and ' khate pita ghar ka' every time someone calls me fat... Note: i am not fat......).... the other adjectives dat describe me are finical, a bit obnoxious at times.., cunning and here comes the quintessential 'K' word... 'kamina'(xclusively said by my two best frnds tausif  and pallavi and a certain foe...).... Now puh-le-ze don't apprehend things....girls can be bst frnds... And pallu is...ummm(sorry !! ghodi!!!)...more or less like us two guys...(i will come up about them later!!!!, if u happen to keep ur patience till then :-P)... about foe???(dnt wry !!! will have a compl8 post abt dat...)

Enough of admitting stuffs like the above(i guess dat ws brave enuf... hehe.....)..( I hate writin 'g' in '-ing' while writing..).. That was just a fraction of Biplab..... every individual have got 'the other side' ... so do i..  But I am good.. well 'I know what i am...' I hate hurting people.. I laugh a lot and try making people around me do the same.... I just luuuuuuvvvvvvv travelling, reading novels, writing poems(at times..), watching cricket(All Indians do, and am no less..." As according to one of my frnd...We are Men , we don't hug our dads to show our love!!! Instead we talk about Cricket..." and 'Creating things....(i will get bk to it...)'........  Well i do present myself  to be tough, strong, unflinching every time( i have learnt to be such!!...) but at times i do behave a bit emotional, act like a fool and break down(all alone!!!)... but i  have learnt to gather myself each time in a much harder way..(loads of instances!!!!...)..

i just love,adore my family... they are just a simple bunch of people who always try to be happy even for a simple reason among their daily chores and duties(later on dat!!!!)...
there are few childish things about me too.... i hate 'cuuuuteee!!!!' 'Awwwwww's and 'so sweet's......I hate to wait, to be directed(finding own way is the mantra of lyf!!!!),to go with the herd,backstabbing(stay tuned!!! lots of controversies!!!!!)  and the haughtiness of people in accepting and acknowledging facts and others success!!!!
I love my Mama's haath ka bana khaana( ab filmi ho gaya!!! but i do honestly!!!...)...Am a great foody!!! love to guzzle 'sprite' or 'Mountain Dew', A teetotaler, Non- Smoker(but i don't guarantee that i will stay like this forever!!! :-P), vegetarian since 2004(i don guarantee that either in future..).... and phew!! A virgin....(this time it's totally dignity and not lack of opportunity...)
So long story short(guess too late write that!!  :-P)... "I AM A NORMAL GUY......" but that doesn't mean that u won't find any thin interesting in the posts to come... Stay tuned!!! and yes controversial too!!!!....

MERI PAHLI UDAAN...................

भरा है उमंग से आज मेरा दिल

जूनून सवार  कुछ करने को है हासिल ,

पहली बार मेरे हाथों में मेरी ज़िन्दगी की कमान है 

न रोको मुझे यारों , मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

सपनों के ये पंख  पसार  कर

उम्मीदों के कई पुल बांध कर,

चला हूँ अकेले मैं आज , ये सफ़र मेरी जींद मेरी जान है

न रोको मुझे यारों , मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

कई भूली बिसरी यादों को पीछे छोड़ कर 

कई हारी हुई बाजियों को फिर से जीत कर,

अब राहें मेरी कभी भीड़ से भरी, तो कभी पूरी सुनसान है

न रोको मुझे यारों , मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

कुछ कर  दिखाने  का जज्बा , जाने कब से  ज़हन में है बसा,

जिद्द नहीं है ये मेरी,इसमें है अजीब सा नशा,

सिर्फ जिन्दा रहना नहीं, ज़िन्दगी को पूरी तरह जीना ही शान है

न रोको मुझे यारों , मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

 मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

 मेरी ये पहली उड़ान है.........

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SOMETIMES I MISS...............................

With my eyes wide open tonite
as i lie on my bed,
I wonder what i miss the most
coz there r things still unsaid..

Sometimes i miss
being pampered a lot
Sometimes i miss
trivial things to be taught

I miss those days
which were without worries,
When the only manners i had
were 'thank you' and 'sorries'

I miss those known faces
I miss those smiles,
when the world for me
was only around a few miles..

Those hugs, the greetings
the cuddles , the kisses,
the school, the meeting,
those names and wishes...

I miss those puerile questions
I miss those small fights,
those days full of laughter
and silly dreams at nights....

I miss being innocent
I miss being sane,
I wish i could get
those days back again..

As i stare still at the ceiling
the tears blur my sight,
and now i know what i miss the most
is my mom's sweetest goodnight.....

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THE WAIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well the title seems a bit uncanny but this word "WAIT" means a lot to me... Waitin is kinda vernacular for everyone of us... Some wait for luv, some for affection........... Some wait for glory, some for perfection...................some wait for the denouement, some for d beginning .............. Some wait for the egress and some for the ending.......

Since yore waitin has been synonymous with sth disconcertin, hurtin and dross...... but i think waitin has its own charm.... I just shudder to think of a world havin no one waitin for me.... Being all alone, with no aquintances,no home ,no one to care.......... Some one or the other has to wait for me ........

Well i am not any kind of philosopher nor am insane.... the afflatus behind me writin about 'wait' came from an incident which took place today.. AN ACCIDENT..... i was riding my bike on my way back home on NH-5... At a certain place i saw a bunch of people gathered at the other side of the road.. there lied a man between them soaked in blood ... I didnt stop... Don't know why???... May be coz i was on the other side of the road... may b coz i was discombobulated... may be i was scared... May be i was just too busy to take a look... But aftr i drove about 3 kms ahead i was filled with compunction...
At that time i thought of all the ppl waitin for that man at his home... A wait....... A NEVR ENDING WAIT.... they will never see him again....They will nvr hear from him.......
But at that time i remembered a movie i had seen " the lake house" in which one of the protagonists witnesses such an accident.... But then she thinks.... Wat if there is no one .. What if u live all ur life and no one is waiting for you.... It's scary....

Waitin is inevitable.... u cnt jst run from it..... u have to get to the end... So here i wait for everythin that is to come, for everyone who r to come........

U may think the post to be an affectation....... but dats the way i felt...... cant help it guys!!
I remember a quote sayin..." If you keep waitin, u grow old, nothing more.."
But if you don't wait u cant let anything happen... It's the waitin which makes the atmosphere at the rendezvous dulcet... It's the waitin which steers ur life... It's the waitin which keeps u alive...........
SO KEEP WAITIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

Well aftr broodin a lot ovr a certain kind of advice frm a certain frnd (or may be foe!!! leave it!!) i decided today to start writin ma blog again aftr a stint of reticence... well obviously the thing buggin me was "What to write???".......... And the only thing comin to ma mind rite nw is my life.... Well i don't know about you ....but these 22 yrs of my life aren't short of any bollywood movie i guess..... there is drama, action, comedy, romance, sweet moments, emotions, frndship, backstabbing and the most important one is the story of survival (kuch jyada hi phenk diya!!!!!) ... But i luv the way my life has shaped till now.... dat doesn't mean dat i dnt have regrets... i do... a lots of them.... But so many unforgettable moments of happiness make those totally abstruse....

So now the question where to start!!!!!!!!! yup gotcha!!! but i have decided not to write about my life frequently( coz..... "well it is said dat in case of show buisness and gals always leave them wanting for more".......... wel dats the way it works... aftr all its the question of TRPs)... will try to keep it brief... and at times i may sound a bit condescending (hell ya!!!! nobody is a saint...).. but i am nt actlly like dat...or as a m8r of fact i am... u c dats why i h8 writin abt me and my life... So people keep your fingers crossed coz biplab will be soon herewith the first chapter of his life... and FYI (MIND IT!!!!!) don try givin me advice... coz i can be a roughneck at times...

Well dat was an aggressive start i guess...... so ppl stay tuned for "MY LIFE!!!!! ch-1".........................