Are we LIVING?????

Totally craaaaap (rather crappier!!!!),,it's goin to b.. as the title suggests.... But here today while spendin time at hme,watchin ma dad n mom squabble and then in the nxt moment laughing it off....njoin every bit of happiness dat they cn afford( be it a simple joke!!!!) just made me think.... Am i living??? rather for all.. Are we living????....wat it actually takes to b happy??? gettin a degree??,gettin admission to a world class college????mkin the person whom u luv say 'yes' to ur proposal???havin a hang out wid frnds????A nice sleep??? A month long vacation?? WAAAT ACTUALLY????

while i am sittin on ma study table...i hav got a thot which is rather cooler(may sound nerdy to many...)... it's actuallu sayin thanx to the almighty for every thin he(nw don tell me dat god is a gal...) has given mkes u happy....i knw being mortals.. it's nt practical supressin ur desires (no one can do it i bet!!!) but still dat 1 moment of thankin for sumthin realy mks u feel happy!!!

i don knw whether every wish ,every desire of ma parents hav come true till date ...but still they r happy in their own small world.. so why can't it be me???? i admit sometimes or the other we all live in a bubble we build around ourselves; most times we know that's xactly what it is and yet r nt willin to prick it frm within,nor appreciate some1 burstin it frm outside... May b at that point that's wat we need to do to make life worth living,to heal ourselves as we absorb life's reality in a protected environment....As far as i knw i am happy within MY BUBBLE... dat doesnt mean dat i don wanna xplore new avenues!!! rather i luv adventures!!!! but at times i just hope things don't change... situations don't change... hav frndz 4ever... hav relations 4ever... and i hate the line "LIFE MUST MOVE ON".....

But it's the hardcore reality of life dat "LIFE MUST MOVE ON......"(The dots within the quote says dat..)but amidst all these fears,apprehensions,xpectations....i just thank.... "AND I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!"