Yeah i had completely forgotten that my blog existed.... It has been almost three years since i last posted anything in this blog... not that i was a regular blogger but yeah i wrote ... i still write but i don't post it anymore... You can find its and bits of small passages, incomplete poems and text files with a powerful heading but completely empty in my laptop.
Life has changed much in these years.... Yeah i bet its "the cliched" line you must be expecting from a post titled "The Comeback again"... But yeah life has changed... Both for good and bad...
Well they say the biggest lesson you will ever learn is called "LIFE" and indeed it is true. Lessons learnt, pangs of joy and regret felt, been through sessions of both uncontrollable laughter and tears, changed and re-changed beliefs, some strangers turned into friends and some near ones into complete strangers, faced failures, had some success. Well out-an-out "A Hell Of A Ride" it has been.
It's going to be two years in June since i have come to US for my masters. Life is different up here. Being a student you work hard, u party harder and it goes on. You have to take care of your rent, your food, your bills, your part time job, your academics, your apartment(trust me a bachelor's apartment is a thing to care about) and your relationships. Its indeed tough, tougher than living in India and studying. But it has got its own charm. You find it difficult in the beginning but eventually you kind of gel into it. You live coz you have to survive.
People are very nice up here. Even the complete strangers smile at you while you are walking on your way. I used to think may be life for them has always been like that. Life full of "Smiles". But slowly i realized they smile coz they are happy about whatever the slightest little thing they have. They cherish each and everything which give happiness. It may be the silliest of things like finding a curly fry among standard french fries. And i realized that this is what life should be about. Life is all about leaving all the regrets behind, how big they may be and start accepting and appreciating the small joys in life. Like the little drops make an ocean..., the small joys make a life. Slowly i have started to feel that too. I smile... yeah i smile a lot now a days... I have lost many things in these two years... But i have gained too. If i have lost friends, i have gained friends... If i have lost trust , i have gained trust too..., If i have lost belief, i have gained belief too..... Each of the experiences have made me wiser and stronger. I have learnt to appreciate things... be it a scenic beauty, be it a warm weather in the spring, be it a kitten in the backyard, be it a smiling girl in the library.... I have learnt to be happy.
And i do believe that's the way all should be(not that i am judging anyone).
In retrospect i have loads of things to tell and share. But i think i should stop here for now.. Hoping to post again.... Adios!!
Life has changed much in these years.... Yeah i bet its "the cliched" line you must be expecting from a post titled "The Comeback again"... But yeah life has changed... Both for good and bad...
Well they say the biggest lesson you will ever learn is called "LIFE" and indeed it is true. Lessons learnt, pangs of joy and regret felt, been through sessions of both uncontrollable laughter and tears, changed and re-changed beliefs, some strangers turned into friends and some near ones into complete strangers, faced failures, had some success. Well out-an-out "A Hell Of A Ride" it has been.
It's going to be two years in June since i have come to US for my masters. Life is different up here. Being a student you work hard, u party harder and it goes on. You have to take care of your rent, your food, your bills, your part time job, your academics, your apartment(trust me a bachelor's apartment is a thing to care about) and your relationships. Its indeed tough, tougher than living in India and studying. But it has got its own charm. You find it difficult in the beginning but eventually you kind of gel into it. You live coz you have to survive.
People are very nice up here. Even the complete strangers smile at you while you are walking on your way. I used to think may be life for them has always been like that. Life full of "Smiles". But slowly i realized they smile coz they are happy about whatever the slightest little thing they have. They cherish each and everything which give happiness. It may be the silliest of things like finding a curly fry among standard french fries. And i realized that this is what life should be about. Life is all about leaving all the regrets behind, how big they may be and start accepting and appreciating the small joys in life. Like the little drops make an ocean..., the small joys make a life. Slowly i have started to feel that too. I smile... yeah i smile a lot now a days... I have lost many things in these two years... But i have gained too. If i have lost friends, i have gained friends... If i have lost trust , i have gained trust too..., If i have lost belief, i have gained belief too..... Each of the experiences have made me wiser and stronger. I have learnt to appreciate things... be it a scenic beauty, be it a warm weather in the spring, be it a kitten in the backyard, be it a smiling girl in the library.... I have learnt to be happy.
And i do believe that's the way all should be(not that i am judging anyone).
In retrospect i have loads of things to tell and share. But i think i should stop here for now.. Hoping to post again.... Adios!!
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