Dreams

Dreams

Sunday, February 21, 2016

One Last Time

I saw her standing from far away
                her smokey eyes staring in oblivion
I let go my irascible aura for a moment
                like Merlin in front of his Vivienne


Behind the visage of her smiling veneer
                 I lately had felt a weary sneer
The reality hit me with a hefty thwack
          She was waiting there, for me to call back


The feeling of if it was love or hate
                 Or if I was simply tired of the wait
It wasn't the distance, it wasn't the pain
                  Since yore already I was cleft in twain


Din hurt so much when we're far apart
                  It was only me, alone, right from the start
Dragging the past like a heavy chain
                  Din had any more emotions left to drain

Our eyes met and she hurried past the crowd
                   My heart started thumping again out loud
She leaned forward and hugged me tight
                   And again out of no where it just felt right


We spent the day reminiscing the past
                   And sometimes thinking about the future
Though she seemed trying too hard
                   But the wounds were far deep to suture


We raised toasts and shared a joint
Why was i doing this?
Guess hoping to meet her somewhere mid-point

The moments flew by
           it was time for her to go
If I could have,
           iI would have striven for the clock to tick slow


She turned towards me at the airport entrance,
           And hugged me tight there again
Her eyes were moist and she sobbed hard
           The impassive veneer, she could no more feign


I let her go and she walked away
            Stopping to look back every now and then
Her contour dissolved into the crowd
            But my eyes were transfixed, din realize since when


The Ink will fade away,
            The words will no more rhyme
Standing there i was thinking if this was it.....
            If it was the last time

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